really knew what it feels to have a “crush” you know. But there is this guy who makes me out of control. Like i think of him every single minute of my life. I wanna go to school during the week-end just to see his face. I can’t stop looking at him, i can not stop thinking bout’ him. He is in my mind 24/7. I wish i was his crush too but no. I wish we had the best friendship to begin… I wish a lot of things. But i know i wish too much things because i am not the thinnest, the prettiest, the smartest, the nicest girl. He is so good looking, he has great eyes, great smile, great teeth great body, and seems to have great minds. Seems also to be smart. He is shy and i just discover that i am really attractive over shy guys because there is this man in German who’s sitting next to me and he is kinda the opposite. He is like a little bad guys lol and i don’t think that attractive at all.
There is a big problem. I never talk to him yet. I’m too shy when i’m around him… we’ll see.